How time flies...

Well I can't believe that tomorrow it will be three years! I remember so well my mother telling me" Debbie you can date anyone but John Wiltbank." So that very next weekend I set out to find this boy. Now it really wasn't very hard because I worked in the office with his mom. Some of you know this story already, we meet at a school dance and then it all began. He became my best friend. He made many many friends and he never new a stranger they all became his friend. He was known as a gentle giant. I never ever thought that my life would take the turn that it has. He touched so many people. My mother and dad loved John like their own son. Never did they say anything about him when we started dating. It was as if he was always there.I have thought about him alot this whole month. On June 6Th we would of had 39 years together.When I look at each of my beautiful children I see some of their dad in them. And now looking at my grandchildren I see him also. What a wonderful impact he has made on so many people and if you would of told him he would have said " oh their just a bunch of Knot Heads". I have really missed that big gentle giant.He taught me so many things,and sometimes I learned right along with the kids.He had a spirit about him that was so special. He taught me about Our Savior, and I knew that I wanted to have a family forever. He never complained about being sick. He would tell me "If people ask How's john just tell them"He is still making tracks." Well I know that he is still making tracks and he made tracks on all of our hearts.Heavenly Father has made it so life still goes on but memories last forever a family is forever and that will never change.It's not suppose to be easy.But I hope that we can all remember that special Big John and the unconditional LOVE he had for each one of us and his love for his savior and his fellowman. I will always love him...